2003年4月29日 星期二
天後﹐其實剛纔你的來電﹐讓我重新擁有了當初的溫暖。一樣的語調﹐一樣的廢話﹐只是我似乎sense到了你語氣中的甚麼。那是一種疲累嗎？
那是因為最近過得不太順利嗎？
也許我並不知道甚麼。但是當你笑笑的對我說："想念你嘛。"我忽然寧願很執著的相信那是真的。
因為你買的電話卡的credit﹐所以我們只能建構20分鐘的話題。於是你忽然說聽到20分鐘即將結束的響鳴聲﹐然後你說："........所以我們就一直講到電話被掛斷為止啦﹐不要想念我啊........."
電話在你說完的最後一個字後掛斷了。我們的話題正式結束。
而且你來不及聽到我說的最後一句。
"你不要這樣講啦﹐我會覺得很悲傷的。"
我怔怔的拿著電話筒﹐忽然很想哭。
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2003年4月28日 星期一
忽然發現我們之間有些甚麼變了。那是一種讓人感到驚愕的變化。我開始監視自己的語言﹐思路的曲折。究竟是甚麼？我想..............離開一下。
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2003年4月26日 星期六
昨天下午才睡醒﹐所以現在清晨依然沒睡。日夜顛倒。顛倒日夜。總比顛倒是非好。鳥在窗外有的沒的鳴叫著。昨晚喝的咖啡太濃厚﹐陡得焦躁起來﹐畸形的心跳擾亂我的盤算。企圖做些甚麼。做了些甚麼。又好像沒做些甚麼。收拾了房間一下。嗎？唱了一下歌。對。寫歌。要catch up Environmental Studies的講義。結果在6小時內﹐我吃了2餐。1200am吃泡面﹐變態肉食者的我。豬骨濃湯泡面。羊肉條。魚餅。牛肉丸。蟹肉條。雞蛋。6。stressed。化壓力為食量。0600am。肚子真的很不爭氣。決定用福建面作cheese baked pasta。我的右手拇指靠指甲的側面有傷口。另我迷惑的傷口。不停的流出紅色的眼淚。從冰箱拿出用1L容量cylinder狀的冰淇淋container裝著的shredded cheese時。為了避免沾染血腥的藝術。手抖了一下。shredded cheese打翻了。地上。地地上。shredded cheese終于烙上我的血死去。詭異的暴力美學。Zyan @ 05:44 0 comments
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2003年4月25日 星期五
Yesterday nite, Jamie, Yan & I were talkin' sumthin' bout hp. I did mention Nokia 5100, which I craved for since a long time ago. Oh man, it was da most pharqueing cool Nokia products among the others. I couldn't get any or even info bout that hp b4 i came here for my sem 1 in uni, and sadly to get my Sagem My X-5 now as a substitution (even though i'm satiated wif Sagem, too, frankly).
Damn.
Nokia 5100.
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剛睡醒不久﹐猛烈的陽光。殘酷的揭露昨天天氣預報完全錯誤的訊息。尋找一個下雨的心情的計劃泡湯。我知道現在已經和下午2點半以前的事情完全沒有瓜葛。還在享受著Easter break﹐沒有把自己丟到哪裡去流浪﹐只是空閑的留在親愛的丘吉爾﹐試探著日子有多空閑的可能性。
還有多一個星期﹐ISA(國際學生聯合會)的Culture Nite晚會就要粉末登場。我的現場佈置依然在腦海裡沒有完成醞釀的工作。Pharque。
其實還有很多前一陣子沒有上到的課需要catch up﹐需要ketchup﹐需要辣椒醬空虛的冷笑話很冷很冷很冷暴風雪以迅雷不及掩耳的速度瘋狂的刮過我們皮膚泛著慘白。
梵谷的畫有致命的吸引力。
閉嘴。
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2003年4月23日 星期三
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2003年4月20日 星期日
結果﹐原本計劃繼續著手謀殺完所有的STA作業卻演變成完全無可救藥樂迷心態的登陸Coldplay網站搜尋任何關於他們的一切了解他們迷戀他們放縱自己
天啊。我掉入Chris Martin聲音裡的迷宮﹐沒有走出來。
4 hours' short nap, & after savoring my dearest Zyan's Mocha, I blasted myself Coldplay's latest single, "Clocks", and the other unreleased singles as well, which from the latest
Ultimately, I couldn't carry on my plan to strive for my STA assignments, but granting myself to collect any kinda info & news & lyrics & anything else fanatically about them in Coldplay's official website and
drowning myself in parasocial relationship between me myself & them and insist that lost in the labyrinth of their lilting songs is sadistically enjoying something about melancholy something about reflection of myself from their extravaganzas something about enriching my life.
God damn it, Chris Martin's haunting voice is still lingering beside my ears.
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I truely fathomed what would bliss be. After my dinner at South 1 last night. That was bloody shiok.
First, the superb Hoi Xin Fried Noodle, which I cried blissfully after having it, by our beloved Ms. Sangeetha!
p/s: eh, Sangee, serious, it's really really nice! I do appreciate that... : )
Next, the most perfect Chicken Kebab, which u would inevitably asked, "eh! where u buy this ha?? Churchill got meh?"...... by our cutest Ms. Siti & my best friend ...... Jamie!
p/s: Kak, boleh buat satay lain kali? pls ~ hehehhehehe!...... Jamie, I know you can : )
2 extravaganzas, which produced by lovely Ms. Cassandra Loh, which truely make u drop ur jaw and murmur, 'Oh my god~' thousand times, and of course, subsequently flood urself wif ur saliva...... Black Pepper Mutton & Fish Finger wif Tartar Sauce!
p/s: My dear jie jie, frankly, u r the chef!
Finally, here comes the chef-d'oeuvre......( cannot continue my crap coz everybody is throwing rotten eggs and tomatos onto me...... ) actually quite sad lah, coz my dish seemed to be the ugliest, hehehhehehe. It's modified claytot tofu, no claypot, metal pot was used. thank u, South 1, who gave me compliment and encouragement : )
That's all everybuddies, thanx 4 contributing ur saliva, or ignorance, maybe.
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After taking a quite long 'nap', which was about 4 hours, I had my Zyan's Mocha at 3.30am in the morning, this time...... boiled 3/4 cup of full cream milk...... added 3 teaspoons of ground Kenya Mocha into coffee plunger...... & 3 teaspoons of Chococinno powder...... added boiled milk to brew the coffee...... 1/4 cup of milk was boiled and blended until foamy...... brewed Mocha poured into cup...... topped wif frothy hot milk...... added 2 drink marshmellow on top...... sprinkled Cadburry Velvet Chocolate flakes. The End.Zyan @ 03:34 0 comments
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2003年4月19日 星期六
Yesterday was Good Friday.
Tomorrow would be Easter Day.
I was quite curious about Easter, which I only knew Easter eggs, rabbits, resurrection of Jesus Christ, and even Easter chocolate eggs which I received from my dearest friends here, are related.
Suddenly, something doesn't really associated with Easter paradoxically flashed through my mind.
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在嘉琳的推薦下﹐我真的花了至少2小時以上在網上看完了"請把門鎖好"。進行了嚴重破壞眼睛晶體韌度的舉動。進行了超級豐富我想象和生命的過程。現在繼續聽Joni Mitchell的Chinese Cafe/Unchained Melody。我的聽覺被美好的音樂按摩的很愉快。我的生命被撫慰得很愉快。
忽然想起剛纔在電臺節目中﹐提到最近大家的狀況都不太好。這時一種社會性的骨牌效應嗎？因為戰爭﹐因為SARS﹐因為有人自盡。社會忽然變得很奇怪﹐大家都變得惴惴不安。似乎對于甚麼風吹草動都變得有些敏感。精神的緊繃度已經讓生命缺乏應有的彈性。
我們很久沒有為微笑灌溉了。
我微微發愁的看著掉落的葉子﹐在這多事之秋。
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2003年4月17日 星期四
終于在昨晚﹐找到了失散多天的9小時理想睡眠時間。雖然還有2份報告還沒干掉。剛醒﹐努力的擺脫眼睛的惺松。刷牙﹐上網check mail。
心血來潮﹐想check一下Coldplay的一些資料。結果誤打誤撞﹐試聽了Joni Mitchell新專輯"Travelogue"。
Refuge of the Roads.
Amelia.
Chinese Cafe/Unchained Melody.
Borderline.
完全曝露在如此強烈的心情下。如電流般的感覺如此穿透我的靈魂。
神﹐你是對的。
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2003年4月15日 星期二
冷風一直迎面而來﹐當我從大學校舍﹐拖著凌亂的腳步回家時。於是你的短訊忽然拜訪。你很難過﹐因為考場失意﹐而且在應付另外一場考試前知道了消息。
我手指微顫﹐馬上回了你的訊息。
“我也過得很遭……”我是如此輕聲對自己說﹐企圖掩飾最近生活亂七八糟的痕跡。
結果走到家門口﹐家裡燈火通明﹐大家開始準備晚餐。我的手機忽然顫抖。來電者的署名從缺。越洋電話。我很確定是你。
“喂……”你的聲音清晰的傳來。
“不要哭……”我適時遞給你的第一句問候﹐卻忽然打翻了我已經滿溢的心情﹐急速的從眼角崩堤。
結果﹐我們隔著太平洋﹐各在電話的一端。我們哭得很狼狽﹐甚麼都沒有說。
後來﹐我們開始貢獻自己的近況﹐發掘這生命不完美的一面。那是一種悸動﹐也是激動。是對自己的控訴嗎？我們都毫不留情的鞭笞著自己。
我一直很抱歉﹐該安慰你的人﹐竟然和你一起面對生命時束手無策。
於是激動演變成溫和的互相鼓勵﹐互相扶持。我們在平衡著自己﹐從了解生命的角度。我們堅持相信﹐小王子的玫瑰還在遠方的那裡綻放著。
“加油！！” 在放下電話之前﹐我在刮著大風的丘吉爾﹐你在台北師大的窗戶旁﹐用言語作最後的擁抱。
只是放下電話後﹐我靠在電燈柱旁﹐淚水遲遲不肯停止。
後續：嘉琳﹐干兄妹一場﹐畢生難忘。
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Storm was launched in Churchill this morning.
今早暴風雨光臨﹐親愛的丘吉爾﹐我的心很狼狽的濕透了。
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2.15am
剛纔利用了大概90分鐘進行暫時性休眠運動
現在我的目光迷戀的和電腦螢幕接吻
必須全程將精神和盤托出
在和assignment應酬的過程中
已經過期3天
已經過期72小時
已經過期4720分鐘
我的手指飛快的通過icq和掛在網上的朋友們互通心事
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2003年4月14日 星期一
Finally, I got the soundtrack album of the movie "Amelie" from JBHifi at Melbourne city.
The accordion music is still swirling beside my ears.
That was literary wonderful.
昨天Melbourne市一日游的故事結局﹐就是終于在JBHifi唱片行買了電影"天使愛美麗"的soundtrack album。
手風琴音樂。濃濃的法國氣氛。在我耳邊細水長流。
那是人生最美好的一部分。
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2003年4月12日 星期六
接近凌晨4點﹐晚餐使用的碗碟還沒有洗澡。於是我和Jamie終于打敗了懶虫﹐履行我們的責任。
在她沖洗﹐我抹碗碟的過程中﹐不知怎麼的﹐在我將一些鍋子放進廚櫃裡時﹐忽然心血來潮將廚櫃深層裡的東西拿出來看看。
結果發現很多東西--上個sem Weiwei留給Jamie用的cookies jar--裡頭還留著3個月前一些餅乾的屍體﹐一些tupperware。再打開另一個鮮少用的廚櫃﹐我發現--
一個Coffee plunger。
OH~ MY~ GOD~..........
想買coffee plunger的我剛纔還在warehouse買不到便宜的coffee plunger發愁﹐現在上帝的暗示﹐讓我發現一個﹐通往生命的驚喜的出口。
雖然coffee plunger其實不是我的﹐但是.......
: )
Something happenned just now.
0400am was coming and all the plates and dishes for dinner were still remained contaminated.So, Jamie & I defeated laziness finally and gave those pity fellows a good shower.
Jamie did washing, I dried all the stuffs, and allocate them in the cupboard. And I didn't know why suddenly felt like wanna explore the whole cupboard, which we didn't really know what was really kept inside.
Surprisingly, we found cookies jar from WeiWei for Jamie last semester, which some dead bodies of the cookies for 3 months still could be observed, some tupperwares, etc.And I found ...........
A coffee plunger.
OH~ MY~ GOD~ .......
I was literary stunned. I was still feeling sad for couldn't get any coffee plunger in Warehouse this evening. It was a good omen, to let me know something about miracles in my life.
I knew, the coffee plunger wasn't mine, but still ........
: )
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人逢喜事精神爽。雖然assignment已經嚴重過期兩天。但是總算作了一些讓自己老懷安慰的事﹐感覺也很不錯。
就是~
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈泰式黃梨炒飯！
如圖所示﹐真的是黃梨炒飯。絕對是如假包換的泰式黃梨炒飯。沒有騙你﹐是泰式黃梨炒飯。
1.首先﹐煮飯。
2.切碎蔥和蒜米﹐還有煙熏Strausborg肉﹐和扁豆。
3.將黃梨左右剖半﹐把黃梨肉挖出﹐切粒。
4.爆香蔥和蒜米﹐再加用麻油和Chinese stry fry蒜米粒腌漬的煙熏肉﹐再加扁豆﹐最後加飯和黃梨粒。大炒。有一點點焦味尤其為佳。
5.忘了說﹐記得炒蛋﹐再將蛋切片。然後加進飯裡。
6.飯很香。真的很香。把飯置入挖空的黃梨裡。黃梨是變相的碗。
7.用鋁鉑將黃梨包起來﹐烤鑪閉門裡修練15分鐘。大功告成。
幸福的晚餐。泰國風情的夜晚。
Quite happy now, even though my assignment already overdue 2 days. But I did something I was pretty proud of.
Ya.............hahahahhahahhaha
Thai Pineapple Rice. Definitely Thai Pineapple Rice. Precisely Thai Pineapple Rice. Yay~
1. First, cook rice.
2. Mince garlic, onion, Strausborg Smoked Meat and cut the snow peas into pieces.
3. Cut the pineapple vertically into halves. Take out the pineapple edible part and dice into cubes.
4. Fried onion and garlic into golden brown, and add the sesame oil and Chinese Stir Fry garlic marinated smoked meat, snow peas, and rice and pineapple at last. A little chao da flavoured would be preferred, even though quite idiosyncratic.
5. Oh ya, remember to fry egg, cut into pieces, and happy family wif the fried rice.
6. Aromatic pineapple rice, I must declare. Scoop the fried rice into the hollow halved pineapple, which would be the natural bowl later.
7. Wrap the pineapple wif aluminium foil, and bake for 15 minutes. tada.
Heavenly blissful dinner. Thai Night.
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2003年4月10日 星期四
接到家裡的電話。和媽媽講了17分鐘。用完媽媽的電話卡的credit。我頑皮的再撥回家﹐繼續聊了這個星期歷盡的滄桑﹐還和妹妹建構了一大堆廢話的藍圖。
快樂的半個小時。
媽媽妹妹﹐還有當時還沒回家的爸爸﹐我愛死你們了。
Got phone call from my dear mum, and chat over the phone for 17 minutes, until all the credits of my mum's phone card successfully consumed.
Hahaha, then cheekily phoned back my home sweet home, reporting something about my life which did happen this whole week. and talk nonsence wif my sis.
Blissful 30 minutes.
My dear mum and sis, and dad who was not at home at that time, I love u all until die. hahahhahahahha.
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今早醒來﹐感覺迷失。昨晚應該在今早9點之前趕完和呈交的ENV assignment依然停留在電腦內未完成。
窗外的樹濤聲依然平板的一再重複。我的聽覺再次迷失。
我很迷失。
快樂很迷失。
神寄來的sms﹐透露到目前KL城到處瀰漫著詭異的氣氛。也許世界很混亂吧。
大家都迷失了吧。我想。
樹濤聲讓我感覺被遺棄在世界的儘頭。這裡是遙遠的地方吧。
迷失。
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2003年4月9日 星期三
I received an email from PeiMin and I was told something about shampoo:Cancer-causing substance in Shampoo. Go home and check your shampoo.
Change before it's too late... Check the ingredients listed on your shampoo bottle, and see they have a substance by the name of Sodium Laureth Sulfate, or simply SLS. This substance is found in most shampoos; manufacturers use it because it produces a lot of foam and it is cheap.
BUT the fact is, SLS is used to scrub garage floors, and it is very strong!!! It is also proven that it can cause cancer in the long run, and this is no joke. Shampoos that contains SLS : Vo5, Palmolive, Paul Mitchell, L'Oreal, the new Hemp Shampoo from Body Shop etc contain this substance.
The first ingredient listed (which means it is the single most prevalent ingredient) in Clairol's Herbal Essences is Sodium Laureth Sulfate.
Therefore, I called one company, and I told them their product contains a substance that will cause people to have cancer. They said, Yeah we knew about it but there is nothing we can do about it because we need that substance to produce foam.
By the way Colgate toothpaste also contains the same substance to produce the "bubbles". They said they are going to send me some information.
Research has shown that in the 1980s, the chance of getting cancer is 1 out of 8000 and now, in the 1990s, the chances of getting cancer is 1 out of 3, which is very serious. Therefore, I hope that you will take this seriously and pass this on to all the people you know, and hopefully, we can stop "giving" ourselves cancer-causing agents.
I was terrified at first, and even more after I found all of my shampoo contain Sodium Laureth Sulfate. What da hell's goin' on 2 all the shampoo? Subsequently I checked the details about Sodium Laureth Sulfate, and I found this.
Shit. What da hell's goin' on again.
Sodium Laureth Sulfate is not scientifically prooved harm to human body yet, or even caused cancer.
So, the mail is spreading something incorrect.
Bastard lah.
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2003年4月8日 星期二
It's freaking cold today. I observed drizzling outside the window after got irritated by 2 alarm clocks and my hp, and 3 morning calls from Samson as well. I only consumed 3 hours of sleeping time successfully after 0600am and I gave up to attend STA lecture initially."Samson, eh sorry, dun feel like going to STA class, i slept at 6 this morning...... anyway thanks for the morning call!"
Miraculously, I was awakened totally after setting in the sms, b4 sending it.
As a recapitulation, I did attend the lecture.
Cool.
The review posters for Culture Night, which organised by ISA are coming out today.
I adore the posters, seriously. Coz I did take part in designing it, too, hehehehhehehehheeh. 38.
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2003年4月7日 星期一
p/s: heard that Iceman would be introduced in this movie, OH GOSH~ my childhood hero ......
p/s/s: ( after 5 hours ) I thought the official website for Xmen2 was www.xmen2-themovie.com but I found the original one now. That was fantastically cool !!! Gotta check it out!
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2003年4月6日 星期日
To whom it may concern,I have visited Coles supermarket at around 9.45pm, 6/4/2003. I was terribly petrified when I came across this product among the other canned drinks. I hope Australia government would give notice to prevent more people from becoming victims in this catastrophic malady.
sincerely,
Zyan T.
至有關當局：
本人在2003年4月6日晚上9點45分到Coles超級市場進行採購。我在罐裝飲料部門發現了這產品。這使我感到驚恐萬分。我希望澳洲政府能夠給予絕對的關注﹐以防更多無辜的老百姓不幸成為這場災難的犧牲著。
影仔 啟
(不是林啟南)
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昨天晚上再次遲睡﹐凌晨五點鐘。今早醒來﹐陽光太明媚。讓我又忍不住輕微的懊悔昨天過的trashy day。
刷了牙﹐睡醒的口臭只消除了一些。我慣例的online﹐忽然心血來潮拜訪幾米的網站。
於是﹐心情變得很好。
我需要沒完沒了的微笑。
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2003年4月5日 星期六
想不到在我繼續樓下第二個message的時候﹐已經是第二天凌晨12點+了。時間很快﹐另我不寒而慄。昨天......或者說﹐應該是前天早上上完課了以後﹐和Jamie到Morewell鎮購買下個星期所需的糧食。坐在公車上的時候﹐車窗外的風景很流暢的倒退﹐我想睡覺。Jamie撥了一通電話到Morewell鎮唯一的一間中藥行﹐尋問關於他們聘請店員之事。我當時陷入迷糊狀態﹐沒能消化他們的對話。
於是半個小時很快遛走﹐我們到了M鎮了以後﹐立即到中藥行去。開門進去﹐之間中藥行的中醫--趙先生笑臉盈盈的迎接。於是接下來的對話﹐大抵上是尋問關於他們需要聘請人嗎？我們需要做些甚麼？我們的時間表的配合度等等等等。結果是大家都很愉快﹐我們很願意當學徒--推拿的學徒﹐哈哈哈哈。也蠻可愛的﹐如果我會推拿的話﹐至少多了一技之長。雖然還沒有真正作最後的決定要不要在中藥行打工﹐但奇妙的是﹐爸媽都是曾經學中醫的。現在兒子也來湊熱鬧 : )
接下來是買菜的時候了( 這句話挺起來也蠻aunty的 )。到了Manny's Market。買只butterfish､兩隻雞､400g牛肉碎､買白菜､芹菜､番茄､黃瓜､姜､洋蔥､蒜､生菜､蘋果､葡萄､西瓜﹐再加上上星期沒吃完的白菜､生菜､snow peas､馬鈴薯､蘿蔔﹐就是接下來這個星期的能量補充來源。
結果﹐因為幫Geraldine買cauliflower﹐brocolli等等﹐結果﹐我們的東西竟然多得驚人﹐需要3個小盒子來裝下。實在是......還要2個人很吃力的搬著3個盒子到超級市場Coles去﹐很可憐也。
而且還要搬到M鎮的另一端吃
﹐哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈果然是自作自受。但是因為電臺在KF的附近﹐所以順水推舟了。路途中﹐必須不停的讓可憐的雙手休息。辛苦了﹐我親愛的手。
結果KFC本來不比馬來西亞的KFC好吃﹐課時因為之前太辛苦了。所以不好吃也會升級。接著終于到電臺去﹐薇薇已經到了﹐Stacey和Nette在來的路上。當大家個就個位的時候﹐第一首歌-->范逸臣和張清芳的"日安我的愛"也要播完了。
"歡迎再次來到我們Gippsland FM104.7的中文節目時段﹐我們是....."
今天果然介紹了游鴻明的最新專輯"台北寂寞部屋"。可是今天的大家的狀況怪怪的﹐可能是大家都被assignment搞得暈頭轉向了吧？
故事的結局是....8點鐘回到家﹐影子被拖得很累。將所有買的東西放進冰箱﹐接了憶雄的電話﹐我狠狠的將自己摔進夢鄉里。
The End.
Wow, 1 day just walked pass me when I was about to continue the 2nd message which I posted downstairs. Eerie.
So...... after my sleeping STA lecture and STA workshop, I went to Morewell wif Jamie. Do groceries. I dozed off again on the bus. Jamie phoned to the only one Chinese pharmacy, regard to something about job vacation. I was still struggling in my fantasies of dreamerland, couldn't get anything from the conversation.
We were in the Chinese pharmacy right after arrived at M town. Mr. Zhao, the chinese chemist, welcomed our arrival. So we just asked something about the job vacation, what should we do to work as assistant there, our working schedule etc.
So, as what Mr. Zhao suggested, we could learn how to do TUINA --> Chinese Massage, woooo ........ hahahhahaha quite interesting. Good what, at least something more. Even though I haven't made up my mind ultimately, but something interesting was my parents studied chinese medicine b4. Now I'm ready to do something similar now : )
We went to Manny's market then. 1 big piece of butterfish, 2 whole chicken, 400g minced beef, Bok Choi, celery, tomato, Continental cucumber, ginger, onion, garlic, lettuce, apple, sultana grapes, watermelon + bok choy, lettuce, snow peas, potatos, carrots which were left over last week = source of energy this week. But the thing is, we helped Geraldine to buy cauliflower, brocolli etc. We need 3 small boxes to fill in our stuffs. We even like aunty holding 3 boxes of vegie to Coles supermarket to do additional shopping, and then to
, which is located at the other side of M town. Syiok, I wanna cry oledi. My arms were the pitiest, and Jamie's as well, of course.
The chicken in KFC was tasty lickin' good, which was frankly not as good as in M'sia one. But we were famished that time, so everything also tasted good. And then we were in Gippsland FM radio station then. We were a little bit late. Wei Wei were there already,Stacey and Lynette were on their way. The first song were by Van and Stella. Good. everything's fine.
"Hello, welcome to Gippsland FM 104.7......"* translate to chinese *
The ending of this story was, I was exhausted, so did Jamie. unpack all the stuffs, and got the phone from YeeHoong from Brisbane, talked over the phone bout the time to consume 2 Latte at Starbucks, I just let go myself in my bed.
The End.
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Sorry for interrupting here.
I got one mail from LeeLian. And I got to these websites.
I was totally stunned. I felt so touched when I heard the background music which was the soundtrack of movie "Contact".
I wish to share wif u guys. Hope that u would inspired and imbued. May love disseminated among people perpetually......
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終于在早上接近1100am時候醒來。
前天晚上完全沒有睡。昨天一直用咖啡來提高自己對于周遭的警戒。昨天晚上從電臺回來之後﹐和憶雄聊了在Starbucks喝2杯咖啡的時間。然後重重的把自己摔入睡眠裡。*黑暗*
想起來昨天還過得蠻特別。當終于決定不睡覺只為了趕已經overdue一天的STA assignment時﹐其實有些懷疑自己對于睡虫的抵抗力有多強。我很自豪。在0630am將所有的習題殺的片甲不留。然後通過考量自己通常一睡覺就至少8小時的習性﹐決定不需要太擅用接下來的1小時半小睡片刻﹐以在0830am去交功課。
於是我又很自豪。在半小時內﹐把前一陣子因為我的骨牌效應而殃及到的房間開始收拾好。而且要在半小時內﹐因為忽然腦海閃過瘋狂的計劃-->0700am到gym去跑跑步機......
結果房間呈現出生活的美好(收好桌子﹐折好衣服﹐整理好書本)後﹐我換好運動服﹐興沖沖的推門走入清晨的清冷中。結果不太激烈的跑了400大卡﹐因為沒睡﹐
覺得還是對自己的身體不太苛刻會來的恰當。
然後又匆匆的回家﹐用熱水澡犒賞自己。這時忽然覺得自己還是可以蠻快的搞定一些事情。總是因為太散漫而把事情弄得亂七八糟﹐難怪自己不快樂的機率也太高了。
於是喝了茶+咖啡+一點點巧克力( 茶+咖啡=鴛鴦﹐那茶+咖啡+巧克力=斑點鴛鴦吧......好冷﹐不好笑 )換好以身一身輕便的黑色﹐快步走向學校。於是﹐終于交在0900am之前交了assignment。但卻也很糟糕的﹐在0900am的STA課﹐我坐在課時的第一排釣魚釣的很精彩﹐還釣到大鯊魚。還好只是為時20分鐘﹐其他的還是有聽到。
接下來......好像是在記錄昨天一整天的心情.....好﹐未完成......
Finally, I woke up at 1100am.
I didn't sleep ago 2 days ago. I make myself close to coffee to boost my energy yesterday. Coming back from radio station and involving myself in conversatino with YeeHoong over the phone, I drowned myself in my bed, eargerly. * black *
Let me revise something about yesterday wif myself. Qutie interesting, I mean yesterday. I was striving for my STA assignment, which is pretty sucks, I still doubted my immunity to the tantalizing of my bed. I am really proud, man. I accomplished my assignment at last at 0630am. Birds already chirping at that time, man. I was still thinking about am I going to take a short nap but I turned down that suggestion myself. I am proud of myself again. I tidy up my room , hahahhahahahhaha, which is pretty messed up by the domino effect which happenned in my life. heheheh.
My room was tidied up finally, I was happy. I decided to do something mad. Go to gym now and have a date wif my dear threadmill. Outside was damn cold but I still put on my jogging suit and walked into the dawn. I extinguished 400kCal, not too much, if not my body cannot tahan then. came back to reward myself a hot shower, and had a coffee+tea+hot chocolate, and stormed to uni to submit my STA assignment b4 0900am. I succeed. But to my embarrassment, I dozed off for 20 min in STA lecture then, and even I was sitting in the first row. so sad, I mean, so sad to Mr. Rayment, my lecturer.
And then........ ok, I'm really recording down my whole yesterday......... to be continued.........
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2003年4月4日 星期五
It's going to 9am now. Sufficient sunshine discovered outside today. I have been not sleeping since 22 hours ago. And I would have to wait at least 12 hours for a craved sleeping. sob.Zyan @ 06:57 0 comments
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聽著游鴻明的歌"樓下那個女人"。還是那麼溫柔﹐加一點點的煽情。
可是在讓這首歌一再的裝飾身邊的氣氛時﹐我忽然明白--為何游鴻明能夠走到今天。
我再一次明白﹐感動真的可以很簡單。
今天下午的電臺節目中﹐決定介紹游鴻明的最新專輯﹐讓感動四週傳染。
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2003年4月3日 星期四
收到一封email﹐裡頭這樣說到--
如果你不能從右邊這張圖片看到兩只海豚﹐那代表你最近精神壓力很大......
I received an email, and I came across these words--
If you couldn't get 2 dolphins in the picture beside, that means you are quite stressed recently......
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2.30pm. Still striving for STA 1010 assignment : (
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晚上很遲才甘願和晚餐當面對峙。牛油煎魚､Garlic bread和奶油雞湯﹐croutons在其中載浮載沉。
隨後﹐先逼著自己進入睡眠片刻﹐結果睡了蠻久﹐直到半小時前。
恍惚。
關於張國榮自殺的新聞的網站被遺棄在Samson用完後的電腦螢幕上。
在繼續STA的assignment之前﹐我選擇恍惚下去。
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2003年4月2日 星期三
終于上玩所有的課﹐包括今天交上第一份作業的Sculpture美術課。昨天再次吝嗇的只自我提供2小是睡眠時間﹐彳艮~累~口牙~
今天果然是戰戰兢兢的﹐因為要每一個人都必須Project Space展示廳裡﹐在全班同學面前貢獻自己的作業的資料和介紹﹐還有當同學們和老師發問時漂亮的接招。我的Myself Portrait﹐自己很滿意﹐但卻不知道別人怎麼想......真是擔心死了。
結果還算順利﹐雖然在講解的最後階段時﹐
忽然講英文的能力暫時out of service﹐鏗鏘有力的談吐變成坑嗆有粒。可悲。但無論如何﹐老師覺得以新學生的水準來說是不錯的﹐哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈很爽。
好﹐隆重推出我的Myself Portrait的製作過程。記得貢獻掌聲。
Finally, totally wearily, finished all the classes - and submit my first Sculpture visual art assignment, yay ~...... yesterday only treating myself 2 horus sleeping time, sangat letih ar ..............
I was damn terrified, i mean in the sculpture class today, coz I have to stand out and give briefing which concerned bout ur artwork, at the Projet place, where we exhibit all the student's "extravaganzas". I'm quite impressed and contented wif my work, but still worried bout how the others think bout my work.
So ....... oklah, even though my capability of uttering english words fluently temporarily out of service when i almost came to the end of my briefing, shit ............... anyway, 
Mr. McDean ( my sculpture instructor ) still gave my compliment as my work could be considered as quite good as i'm new in sculpture, muahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahaha hahahahahhahahahah *happy happy*.
Ok, now came the process of " Myself Portrait". pls contribute me some applauses. 10q.
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I had one " Ski No Fat Honey Buzz Yogurt" around 5 hours ago.
100g. energy 96cal. protein 5.1g. total fat 0.13g. saturated fat 0.10g. total carbohydrate 17.4g. sodium 69mg. calcium 159mg.
ingredients: skim milk, concentrated skim milk, honey (6% minimum), sugar, live acidophilus bifidus cultures, halal gelatine (hm...... sounds like halal Geraldine), thickener (1442).
5 hours later. I had my first diarhoea since this sem.
sux.
p/s: Best before 31/3/2003
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I could nearly capture the footsteps of 4.00am approaching. Still indulging myself in my sculpture artwork, erm, could even considered as my visual art assignment also lah hahahhahahah but of course not same as the boring offending obnoxious white paper black paper assignments lah coz much more more more more more fun to do the visual art assignment.
No worries, I'm still imune to tantalizing of my sweet sweet bed. I had my Zyan's original flavour super mega hyper dunno how many shot Mocha --> ( half cup of milk + at least 2 big size tablespoon of Nescafe Java-java Coffee powder + 1 and a half tablespoon of Milo powder + Cadbury Velvet Hot Chocolate FLAKES as much as u can ) / boiled until foamy + top up wif some cold milk + "garnished" wif some more Coffee powder + and chocolate flakes = UNFORGIVABLE SIN.
Still thinking bout how to complete my artwork. Myself Portrait. No Scrutinizing. Oh ~
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