2003年6月26日 星期四
我的頭依然斜靠著身旁的窗上。窗外流動的光線依然筆直的往後飛蛾扑火。我還在想。"叮。下一站。"
我閉上眼睛﹐感受著車身即將降速的微顫。
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2003年6月24日 星期二
Got the latest album from Sigur Ros when I was in the city during last weekend. It was actually a gift for my friend in M'sia, as she requested something *special* after acknowledging nothing specific she really deserved from Aus. I mean pop music albums.
Ok, I got her this, and I didn't even know who the hell is Sigur Ros initially, frankly.
I was just attracted by the cover of album, pretty outstanding design - tranparency and monochrome.
And I found something interesting.
There are no lyrics, songs titles and even album title provided by this album.
Wow.
And i was irrefutably impressed when i started to play the album. I was overwhelmed. I know they are classified as alternative band, but still surprised by their wild imagination bout producing music. Due to my poor english, haha, i quoted some reviews from the website corresponding to the Icelandic band's latest album, which was given name "()" due to anonymous......
"......With singer Jon Birgisson bowing his guitar to replicate the ethereal tones of reverent dolphins, Sigur Ros revels in cathedral like intensity. At once like a giant Godzilla falling in slow motion or gentle deer peering at you through the forest, () is beautiful, if strange. Some songs drift like hot air balloons with single note keys and galvanic drums, others nearly rock out with smashing guitars......" (Micallef, 2002)
"......The relentlessly funereal tempos, the elegant arrangements, and the high-pitched warbling/cooing remain in abundance......The sudden stratospheric crescendos resorted to previously are smoothed out, riding subtle gradients that allow for somber, elongated passages of drones and minimal instrumental interplay......None of these eight songs deserve to be left on the cutting-room floor." (Kellman, 2002)
那是屬于很懸空的感覺﹐仿彿經歷著萬物一起昇華的讓人驚愕。Sigur Ros的音樂完全讓我像被攪入溶化的焦糖﹐我眼睜睜的目擊被扭曲的在浮動﹐溫暖而順暢的衝擊著我的耳膜。一切都變得緩慢。緩慢。
我想。(Zyan, 2003)
I watched one of their MTV of their previous work, Vidrar Vel Til Loftarasa, pretty eerie, but amusing.
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2003年6月19日 星期四
感覺怪怪的。直覺告訴我是時候繼續自我報備這幾天生命發芽的程度。可是無論如何手指在鍵盤上的半空中懸空了許久﹐我依然莫明其妙的面對自己的空白。噢。
手指繼續懸空。噢。對了﹐手指。大會主席﹐評判老師﹐今天我的講題和手指有關。
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大難不死的手指
手指復原的情況看起來很樂觀。2天前因為睡遲了而趕著為第二天考試而無法作飯的室友準備晚餐時﹐因為菜刀下的洋蔥靈活的運用其圓滾的身型而忽然僥倖"滾開"﹐結果我的手指成功的犧牲者 -- 左手的手指和中指右側邊頓時烙下蠻深的傷痕﹐血毫不猶豫的汩汩留出。當時我只來得及丟下一句"shit!"﹐能夠作的只有讓手指接受水龍頭凶猛的洗禮。當時想的是這把菜刀很利﹐不知道手指能不能夠大難不死。其實想太多了﹐傷口很深﹐但終究還是在10分鐘後停止流出紅色的淚﹐而作繭自縛的結痂。
今天的手指吃好睡好﹐復原情況比我想象中的好。好好好。親愛的手指﹐大難不死﹐必有後福。說不定手指能更靈活的勝任Chopin的Nocturne Nº.2 in Eb, Op. 9 Nº.2呢。
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2003年6月15日 星期日
我還在沉迷于一切關於Environmental Studies的湮遠神話。神話的角色不外乎是植物啊動物啊山水啊鴨嘴獸啊大陸
漂移學說啊Rhizobium的任勞任怨啊succession的自我擴張啊Homo Sapien自我冠冕智慧最高的生物啊什麼的。
關於這些神話﹐12小時後我必須面對考圈的審問﹐以表達我對于這些神話忠心耿耿的了解。
噢。
以馬來西亞時間計算﹐在明天正式淹沒今天之前﹐祝父親節快樂 : )
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If I were .........
If I were a month, I would be:
May, birthday month.
If I were a day of the week, I would be:
Saturday
If I were a time of day, I would be:
0030, the nite still young : )
If I were a planet, I would be:
Io (Jupiter's moon) (dun ask me y, i juz simply crap) (i changed my mind, i want Uranus)
If I were a sea animal, I would be:
jellyfish hahahahahhaah my sec friends sure noe y. actually should be dolphin gua.
If I were a direction, I would be:
anywhere to freedom
If I were a piece of furniture, I would be:
beanbag
If I were a sin, I would be:
Lust heeheeheeee......
If I were a historical figure, I would be:
Tchaikovsky, unfortunately he's GAY.
If I were a liquid, I would be:
melted Oreo ice-cream
If I were a stone, I would be:
crystal
If I were a tree, I would be:
村上春樹
If I were a bird, I would be:
發條鳥......... ok ok too much村上春樹, nanti kena bang. should be hummingbird.
If I were a tool, I would be:
hammer, can bang everybody hahaha.
If I were a flower/plant, I would be:
sunflower
If I were a kind of weather, I would be:
snowy day
If I were a mythical creature, I would be:
Narcissus (peimin: =_=||| )
If I were a musical instrument, I would be:
harp
If I were an animal, I would be:
Koala
If I were a color, I would be:
blue
If I were an emotion, I would be:
content
If I were a vegetable, I would be:
anything except beetroot
If I were a sound, I would be:
The rhythmic beat in "Hidden Place" by Bjork
If I were an element, I would be:
Zn! u should know that by refering to my blog url : ) ZN = Zyan
If I were a car, I would be:
Volkswagen New Beetle GLS gua. not Kenari pls.
If I were a song, I would be:
"記念" by Tanya蔡健雅
If I were a movie, I would be directed by:
Jean-Pierre Jeunet
If I were a book, I would be written by:
村上春樹......
If I were a food, I would be:
回鍋肉芝士焗飯
If I were a sauce, I would be:
Lee Kum Kee Plum Sauce
If I were a place, I would be:
"In My Place" by Coldplay.......
If I were a material, I would be:
transparency
If I were a taste, I would be:
taste of Latte
If I were a scent, I would be:
Rose
If I were a religion, I would be:
I'm freethinker
If I were a word, I would be:
idiosyncrasy
If I were an object, I would be:
CD
If I were a body part I would be:
uh oh i really have no idea. ok i choose neurotransmitter
If I were a facial expression I would be:
speechless
If I were a subject in school I would be:
Music
If I were a cartoon character I would be:
Iceman
If I were a shape I would be:
amoeba
If I were a number I would be:
5
If I were a comic character I would be:
納魯西斯from掰掰演劇社 hahhahahahaha
ok i'm bored i know. stab me.
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2003年6月13日 星期五
在digitalblasphemy.com發現這張3D繪製圖﹐有蠻深的感覺。其中的訊息"The Struggle For Life"﹐意即為生命的掙扎。乍看之下﹐還以為是一個細菌細胞意氣風發的樣子﹐其中的透明熒光藍色和黑色的搭配很真的蠻酷的。可是後來仔細一看﹐覺得應該是一群精子細胞在奮力的游向沉靜的卵子細胞。
忽然想起一句話﹐說到我們每一個人其實都是勝利者﹐因為我們曾經是億萬中脫穎而出的精子細胞﹐成功的和卵子細胞結合﹐才讓我們降臨到人間﹐履行關於尋找快樂的責任。
我還有6個小事﹐就要背上盔甲到考場了。親愛的statistic﹐我不知道我還夠不夠了解你﹐可是我了解﹐為了為生命的掙扎﹐我必須在考場上奮力作戰﹐就算手無寸鐵﹐也能光榮的犧牲。
(其實還是有點怕怕 : )
The Struggle For Life.
Peace.
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2003年6月11日 星期三
凌晨0230am。還在K statistic﹐後天期末考。可笑的是﹐竟然一直以為這一科目在星期四就考了﹐結果在昨天中午醒來時上網再次確定考試時間表時驚嚇發現。唉﹐一定是老了。12號和13號怎麼可以混亂呢。朋友笑我"不是當成多賺一天啦"﹐但更可悲的是.........................
我以為下星期二考的Environmental Studies﹐原來在下星期一考。
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超級大頭蝦。
.....................................stupid。
時間總是在我們剛開始準備浩浩蕩蕩的為生活大展鴻圖時﹐忽然將日曆撕下了一大半。我忽然起了雞皮疙瘩。冬天很冷。
這次的考試﹐其實很慌張﹐因為真的有好多的部份平時沒有好好溫習﹐甚至翹了好多課(ooops~)﹐所以.........呵呵呵我都不好意思起來了。但到現在為止﹐還是蠻沉著應付所有的溫習﹐甚至閱讀的部份﹐也許這一次真的在每天起床後﹐安靜坐下來plan好一整天的作息時間表吧。早就應該這樣了。媽從家裡撥電給我時這樣念﹐我嘻皮笑臉嘻嘻嘻嘻。
最近很多朋友忽然拜訪我的網上日記網頁﹐我
除了吃驚以外﹐還是心存感謝。謝謝你們的抽空記得我一下 : )
好了﹐該繼續"熬夜"唸書了。下次再聊。
ciao~
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2003年6月9日 星期一
忽然想起昨天在icq上碰到高中的好朋友。忽然想publish我們之間勁爆無聊的打招呼和對話方式。
忽然想聲明這無關任何隱私侵犯和立場問題。
忽然想告訴你請選擇either煞有其事的細細觀察大笑三生拂袖離去or走馬看花後鄙夷的不屑咒罵我浪費了你的時間。
忽然想呵呵呵隨你的便。
Z=我﹐ B=我的朋友
B(1:08 AM) :
Hie
Z (1:08 AM) :
i dunno how to pronounce "hie"
B (1:09 AM) :
hai-ee
Z (1:09 AM) :
not hee-ea ?
B (1:10 AM) :
nono, hai-ee
follow me to say once more, haiiii---eeee
Z (1:12 AM) :
hee-ea
heeee-eeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Z (1:12 AM) :
teacher
did i pronounce rite ?
B (1:12 AM) :
aihh, 孺子不可教
Z (1:13 AM) :
真的嗎？
老師
我真的無可救藥嗎？？
B (1:14 AM) :
不要緊，不要緊
夫子我有教無類，學費雙倍收
你還是有救的
Z (1:14 AM) :
為什麼？
為什麼？？
為什麼上天對我這麼不公平？？
我的人生路為何那麼坎坷？那麼蜿蜒曲折？？
Z (1:15 AM) :
什麼？
夫子你有教無類？
可是我是花澤類﹐你說有教無"類"
那不是不收我了嗎？？？
B (1:16 AM) :
不是問題，我們只好幫你改法號了
你以後就叫一休吧
Z (1:20 AM) :
我可以叫英俊嗎？
帥哥也可以
B (1:21 AM) :
沒辦法，跟輩分的話就是一字頭
還是要叫一條﹐一支？
Z (1:21 AM) :
不如叫一個帥哥？
Z (1:21 AM) :
像日本人名字
B (1:22 AM) :
啊﹐我們學院最討厭日本了！
Z (1:23 AM) :
為什麼呢？*失望*
B (1:23 AM) :
因為日本人很丑
Z (1:23 AM) :
木村拓哉很丑咩
B (1:24 AM) :
對
當然是張國榮帥
故事的宗旨﹐無關激怒花澤類的崇拜者﹐無關日本人的美丑﹐無關對于張國榮的憑弔。
我很無聊。
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昨天傍晚從2小事午睡悠悠轉醒後﹐心情糟糕得很。以下為當時我的記述﹐但當時blogger網站暫時不提供任何服務﹐所以無法將當時的心情新鮮的和盤托出﹐剩下的只有讓今天的我把昨天的自己當一則笑話來欣賞 : )
黑臉紀事
剛恍惚從夢中疑惑的醒來。Bad dream。亂七八糟的夢境鬼怪仇恨黑暗性人與人之間奇怪扭曲的一面。房間刺眼的燈光提醒著我關於現實的炫目。我又浪費了2小時。剛纔念statistic的過程在睡床上終結。還在想剛纔的夢﹐猜測夢境帶來的任何暗示的可能性。J起床了﹐大家在客廳看著電視節目。關於舞蹈學生的故事。大家純熟優美的姿態奇怪的挑起我的自卑心態﹐和反諷的厭惡。刺耳的現代舞配樂。什麼電影(備註1)。沒有美感的把自己甩在椅子上﹐繼續看著statistic訴說著關於統治數字的神話。緊握著筆桿流暢的寫出空白､不明白和白痴白話白費的心機。S聽著手機的時候忽然和對方喊了起來。向J打聽今晚晚餐的下落﹐她目無表情的告訴我她對于速食面的愛戀。不是一起煮晚餐嗎。我有些混亂﹐感覺所有的東西被打亂。那一起煮晚餐的Y怎麼辦﹐他也陪你一起
歌頌速食面的好處嗎。J說大夥兒準備到附近的超市購買東西了﹐所以來不及了。我想起今天早上和大家說好我也要一起去﹐可是現在聽起來我瀟灑的榮獲最佳旁觀者獎。J一臉無辜的表示不知情。結果我拒絕和大家同行就算大家問起的時候。算了吧。我返回繼續被statistic折磨的工作崗位。剛纔的惡夢依然清晰。電視裡大家的舞步愉快的嘲笑我的愚蠢。晚餐的計劃全盤被打亂。大家從我的黑臉猜測到我對于statistic的厭惡而已。聽起來很芝麻小事。可是我現在無法招架。我只能繼續黑著臉。我只能繼續黑著臉。算了吧。
備註1：平常其實喜歡這種電影﹐只是我的心情無法熱烈歡迎。
備註2：剛才知道Y其實已經用了晚餐﹐我是小丑自作聰明。
備註3：剛纔準備upload這篇牢騷時﹐blogger的server暫時沉睡﹐不接受任何服務。
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2003年6月2日 星期一
昨天晚上終于風塵仆仆從M市回到恬靜的丘吉爾。晚上冷得很﹐昨天是冬天正式宣告稱霸澳洲的第一天。回來的時候累得要命﹐卻還是磨到凌晨三點多才一頭栽入睡床中﹐狠狠的睡到今天下午三點。有些慶幸早上沒課﹐雖然自己睡醒時還是有些臭臉。
時間趁我們不省人事的時候躡手躡腳的溜走並不是一件好事﹐尤其是我還有星期三就要交上的scuplture project﹐依然平面的停留在我的藍圖上。oh shit。這3天的M市之旅圓滿的結束﹐我和朋友們都很愉快﹐可悲的retail therapy﹐哈哈。sigh﹐哈什麼﹐下星期開始和考場親密接觸﹐想到這裡頭殼開始發霉了﹐和我眉宇之間皺起的紋路之間。
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